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| I'm holding out for something better, but will that ever come. I believe so, but its so hard when you're living through the pain NOW. So mnay lives with so many struggles. Theres thousands of people way worse off than myself so why should I complain.
Title:______________
By: Mandee Barreto
It aches and screams and craves attention,
It tears, then mends, it needs affection.
The core of life and metophorical passion,
At times worn at the sleave like a sick fashion.
Repairs what it needs but no expert can aid,
at least not until that pain can fade.
No one warned it would hurt so bad,
it can't be explained..the feeling must be had.
Caught in the middle of my best intentions,
it bleeds from the inside spreading its infections.
If you're searching for the title of this poem,
The answer may lie closer than you think to home.
To answer your question....well where should I start?
this poem was all about My Torchured Heart.
- Hopeless Love | | |
| DEAR XANGA,
I HAVE ABANDONED YOU ONCE AGAIN. FOR THAT i APOLOGiZE. DON'T HATE ME.
LOVE ALWAYS,
MANDEE | | |
| Wow this weekend has gotten me sooo tired. Friday was cool cuz we saw The Exorcism of Emily Rose...I liked it. Yesterday me and Christina went shopping, then I dyed her hair Dark Blonde. She thinks it still looks the same but when she goes in the light you see some blonde in it. So today we gotta go to queens. I wanted to get a digital camera but a cheap one in the price range of $100-$150. So the digi cam is $150 and my moms a manager at the Best Buy in long Island city so shes getting it for $122. So me and Chris are gonna go down there, give my mom the money..take the camera and get out of there asap lol. I realllly didn't wanna see my mother but I wanted the camera for monday so I told my dad that I would pick it up. He told my mother and her fear was that I was gonna cause a scene lol...I guess like last time. Well no Im not I just want my camera. I feel weird going down there cuz I dont want to see her but I DO want my camera so..yeah. Well right now Im really exhausted. I got to sleep late but for some reason I keep waking up early and cant get back to sleep. Well bye for now...I got to refresh my memory and figure out how to get to Long Island City. | | |
| Yay I changed my layout.....finally. I know its been a while. Well know its The Killers. I just listened to their cd today...Love it. Well I'm putting that in MP3 format so tomorrow on my cd player I can have all my songs. I'm making the cd now. I'm not sure how many songs I put on. Definitely way over a hundred. On it I got tons of Eminem, Simple Plan, 50 Cent, The Killers, Thrice, Taking Back Sunday, Good Charlotte, R Kelly, Fall Out Boy, Blink 182, Mariah Carey, The Click Five, and others. So many more I wanted to add but no room. Believe it or not its probably a good portion rap cuz I overloaded this thing with Eminem. Freestyles...old stuff, the new album.....more than u can imagine. Aww but I forgot to put My Chemical Romance and Green Day...oh and Yellow Card lol..I think I need to make another cd. Or u know what...I should buy an MP3 player..yeah that'd be smart lol..don't mind me..Im dumb  Hopefully I'm gonna buy the new Kanye cd soon. I love him so much. I love that song Gold Digger w/ Jamie Foxx - All these things that I've done | | |
| Scools thursday. WOW. Well I think Im ready. I might go to TRL Monday...depends. Well thats all I have to write lol. | | |
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